Literally #1 on my list of reasons to get a new job by November is I'm not going to that meeting ever again.
There's the objective set of reasons to do something, and then there's the list your emotional brain actually pays attention to, and this is #1 on that list. Most of our weird behaviors and a lot of our difficult conversations are caused by trying to stuff an emotional decision into a business suit.
But at least now it's only slightly early instead of when/before I would normally get up.