The big difference is that you can pay for the help you need (e.g. talking with a psychology to handle your depression) but the minorities can't do anything but complain to change their situation.
In my opinion, you are projecting the bad results of your love life towards the feminist movement, something like "If I cannot be happy, they don't deserve it too" (maybe you think the same in an indirect way like "why should they be happy if I'm not?"). In other words, if you were having a fulfilling loving life, you wouldn't mind the promoted women in your company or you will see it as a particular case in a country scope (realizing that there are a lot of women that really deserve that promotion but aren't getting it just for being women). But, since you are sad and depressed, you need to blame someone because of it which is either you or the women. In general, people rather blame others than themselves because if you are the problem it means that you have to work on changing yourself in order of solving it and that's a lot of work.
Take into account that nothing of all this means that you are a bad person or that you deserve to be alone. It's just that you are victimizing yourself as a way of protecting you from the apparently enormous effort of changing yourself.
In my opinion, you are projecting the bad results of your love life towards the feminist movement, something like "If I cannot be happy, they don't deserve it too" (maybe you think the same in an indirect way like "why should they be happy if I'm not?"). In other words, if you were having a fulfilling loving life, you wouldn't mind the promoted women in your company or you will see it as a particular case in a country scope (realizing that there are a lot of women that really deserve that promotion but aren't getting it just for being women). But, since you are sad and depressed, you need to blame someone because of it which is either you or the women. In general, people rather blame others than themselves because if you are the problem it means that you have to work on changing yourself in order of solving it and that's a lot of work.
Take into account that nothing of all this means that you are a bad person or that you deserve to be alone. It's just that you are victimizing yourself as a way of protecting you from the apparently enormous effort of changing yourself.