Your looking in the wrong places. I would probably hire you over a number of "more qualified" idiots who can't get crap done....I always tell my interviewer: look there are two types of companies; those who care about years of experience, degrees, certificates, etc and those who care if you can get stuff done. I want to work for companies like the latter.
Yeah. Gonna do my last 'standard interview' with yet another FAANG, and the last FAANG I'm gonna apply to, coming up Tuesday. Startups excites me a lot more anyways... Just that they have a lot less openings and budget & logistical support for relocations.
My wife is bipolar type 2 and many people on my father's side of my family are bipolar tyle 1 so I partially understand your struggles.
Few people truely understand what bipolarity does to a person and their family and I just wanted you to know as someone who does:
Keep doing what you have got to do to make it through the day!