There is some enum or #define in a header I found recently that suggested there was once QAT acceleration of something XML related! I can’t find any documentation about it though.
It also seems to suggest that it could accelerate hyperscan, but considering the hardware and software are both from Intel and they don't integrate them, maybe it doesn't work or is theoretical.
I was making great progress with Spravato (eskatamine nasal spray) from April until the end of July. I then moved from California to Indiana and it took over a month and a half to find someone who could provide treatment (terrible mental health care in the state). Unfortunately I have never been able to reach a disassociative state since then and even spacing the treatments three weeks apart I haven’t been able to feel much effect at all anymore.
Does tolerance build up that quickly? It doesn’t help that Jansen and insurance won’t cover any more than 3x doses (I take them in one visit) a week.
I’ve thought about IV infusion which could give a higher dose but those treatments are also hard to find in Indiana and aren’t covered by insurance (about $1000 a treatment).
Two weeks ago I tried 1/4 oz of shrooms and 5 days later 800 ug of LSD. Besides the body load, the shrooms made me a bit giddy with slightly enhanced colors while the LSD only produced a few visual patterns. Clearly something wasn’t right if those doses weren’t sending me into space like they did 5+ years ago the last time I was using psychedelics.
I discontinued my medications, including Vraylar and Wellbutrin since they seem to have saturated my neuroreceptors or something. Since then I am feeling 100% better (going from 5-15/100 of my original mental health state to about 40-50/100 compared to pre-depression). I’m hoping with more weeks off of my previous medications, they might again have an effect but I’m wondering what other people’s experiences have been.
I am not a doctor, but I have seen some very negative reactions when people stop taking pharmaceuticals to use psychedelics again. I think the combination of your ketamine treatments reducing in effectiveness, the instability from moving, the adjustment period of discontinuing those medications, and the intent on taking such high doses of psychedelics is a concerning combination.
If you are unable to find the medical treatment you need in Indiana my suggestion is to relocate to a place that you do have access to the correct medical treatment.
iTerm2 is by far my favorite terminal! It’s API is really cool but a bit buried under needing AppleScript, websockets, and protocol buffers. There are a couple Go clients but I wanted something to call from C so I wrote this library:
edit: CPA_ACC_SVC_TYPE_XML https://github.com/ravynsoft/ravynos/blob/ee81203faa28ab3e6a...